work shops

So, working with Jim was really something. I found myself more connected with not only me but everyone else in the room. The connection just felt stronger. The fact that I felt relieved yet at the same time stressed. After yelling and stomping, he told us to just freeze and take a few breaths. Which I did but I found myself angry but also relieved. It is hard to explain. My voice hurts now, but I can't help but think this has also made me grow as a musician. I don't know how but during screaming, I just felt a music outbreak. Once again hard to explain. Some of the people cried during the workshop and my defense instead of crying was just panting and grabbing my hair. It is something I do when I am really emotional. I guess I was mind blown by this workshop. Makes you think different about life and all the things you have left behind. Yet, they are still there inside of you. The kid in me has never died but I never knew he was closer to me then I thought.